Looking Back

I tought it would have been idea but I'm sick of being your secret.
I could always tell a story well,
Just wait until the one of you I'll tell.
I refuse to rely on anyone else
I wish I could just not care.
But then I'd be too much like you.
I'll never figure you out or start new.
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We are falling into something we thought was forever but it's not.
So I look back, so I look back and its nothing that I thought.

All the times you made me smile, it's such a task for anyone.
Are you the reason that I am here?
You're in the distance and won't let me near.
I still wonder what you're all about
but you say I know you so well.
I need you now more if ever,
but you're too busy and much too clever.
Please let me in
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I cannot feel you through my skin..
I have become much too numb,
Please let me in..
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