The House

This house is rotting
and you're not leaving
I'm not seeing
the house is not a part of me.
The paint is peeling
The glass has cracked
it's stale inside these arms
but it's shelter to me
There's comfort here
inside crumbling walls
just waiting for the day
you bury me.
This house is rotting
and you're not leaving
I'm not seeing
the house is not a part of me.
Floorboards bowing
with each footstep
you don't hold me back
intent on sinking
Mildew hiding
in every crevice.
A tapestry shrouding me
in your misery
This house is rotting
and you're not leaving
I'm not seeing
the house is not a part of me.

Trigger Coated

I sank below regret
It's satisfaction that I crave
Taste this poison called lust
on lips so cold and grave
I want to taste your thoughts
like a pistol on my tongue
just pull the trigger if you can
end this while it's young.
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Trigger Coated, sugar coated
Trigger coated, so sweet to taste
Trigger coated, sugar coated
Loving you was such a waste
On Tangled twisted branches
lies a web we used to weave
this blanket night still frozen
your absense I cannot grieve
I loved the way you smelled
a brackish mix of deceit
you aren't worth remembering
a lesson learned, a worthless feat
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I waslked with you through many storms
you made me question who I am
manipulating all that I think and
you tear down everyone that you can
I held your hand through all the tides
and you think that I owe you.
Do you really think that I'm that blind?
you say you're free now, well I'm free too
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In The Garden

Warm my blood.  Warm my bed. 
You're the victim now, the one who's been misled.
Run your fingers down my face.
This will remain to remind
but you still won't find a trace.
Betrayal is the salt of love
so here's a pinch of salt, just a little shove.
You wish I might an dI just may.
It feels so perfect the discomfort never goes away.
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In the garden, the the garden
I have led you to the garden where death blooms
Deceiver, such a fool
If only you knew me like I know you.
It's been with me all along.
Wrapped around my finger, eating from my palm.
You wish I might and I just may.
It feels so perfect
the discomfort never goes away.
Warm my blood.
Warm my bed.
You're the victim now
the one who's been misled.

Dead All Along

It's over.  They say you can't go home.
How can you grieve for something thats been dead all along?
It's in your hands to tie everything.
We don't know what it is but it's unraveling.
I loved being your victim.
It reassures me that you care.
Misery, apathy, can't you see all the hurt that you are causing me?
But it feels like completion to me.
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You're drifting away.
Though I wanted you to stay,
I'm pushing you away.
It just has to be this way.
This one sided friendship has to end.
How can you take so much and call yourself a friend?
The beginning is always goodbye.
Knowing you for so long
a stranger the whole time.
I loved being your victim
It reassures me that you care
Misery, apathy, can't you see all the hurt that you are causing me?
But it feels like completion to me.
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The invisible string, binding nothing, we are nothing but it feels like completion to me.
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